Boredome

Some says work is hard to find especially at this time of crisis that’s why i keep on fighting my boredome daily. It wasn’t easy but its something that i am required to do due to a lot of complications in my life. This job is so important to make me live but why i still get bored. Probably because i’m idle most of the time, i dont like to be toxic but i dont like to be idle either for a long period of time or maybe because some of my work doesn’t fit me, i am not good in preparing reports, i am only into programming , though reports comes seldomly but still i feel as if i will always screwed up  whenever i do those things, hayzzz

Ofcourse i still have the will to love and enjoy this work after all this is God’s blessing. I remember I ask the Lord before to give me the work that I wanted since i step in college and enroll for BSCS. Though my expectations are not all met, still i would say this work cultivated me alot and help me discover what i can do and what skills God has given me. The skills that i treasured and i believed can still be expanded through experience and God’s grace .  But will i get that experience here? i hope so and i f not i hope God directs me into where i belong, to a place where i can maximize my skills, where i can be useful and can sustain the way of living that i dream of.

 I’m still waiting, deciding, thinking, measuring and praying for the next step.But definitely i have to do the next step that’s on my mind right now…